Random Post of the Month

I remember when you were here... Sometimes I'd be so content just to stare at your face.... Observe every feature, every single little detail...

There's something so mesmerizing...and so peaceful....about your face... Something behind your eyes... That's different.... I stare as deeply into them as I can, and still I wanna go deeper.

I want to delve into the depths of your soul and understand everything about you.... How you think, how you feel... I want to bind our spirits entirely and truly be of one heart.

One heart, so that one cannot live without the other. I want to be molded to fit you perfectly. Isn't that what marriage is about? A combining of 2 spirits into 1 spirit. Both parties have to give some in order to become molded into what the other party needs and desires.

Neither gets to make all the decisions themselves.... Instead, sometimes one lets the other have what they want... Other times the other lets the one have what they want.

You're no longer 1 spirit, but 2 in 1. Or if you have God in your lives as well, 3 in 1 because it takes God to make a truly happy and thriving marriage.

So you become molded into the most Christ-like image you can be, all the while becoming molded into what your spouse needs and desires for you to be. And therefore, you will no longer be 1 spirit, but 3 in 1. Makes sense to me anyways...

I really do love you, Grant... You mean so much to me.... I hope I can be all that you need me to be as well as all that God wants me to be. Help me to always strive to meet this goal.

~Quartney~

Day of Invertation (3/14/12)

Today is 4/13/12's day of invertation.... 3/14/12!!! =D

I spent today lifting bags of dirt and filling pots at work until 4 o'clock... I also played FreeRealms on the computer until Mom kicked me off....

Then I ate some leftovers and read my book...am sucking on a lolly now.... I also took a few random photos and sent them to Grant... And most of all, I've been daydreaming about my Dorable all throughout the day....

Can't wait to be married.... 30 more days... Oh yeah, and I've seen the number 43 like 43 million times today already.... Kinda crazy... But awesome.... =P

I love you, TNARGIE!!!! XD

Chow for now.... BAZOWWW!!! 8D

~Cause Courtney is Awesome~